waiting is blessing

Love is a mysterious thing, it catches you in an instant, one moment you are doing fine, and before you've realized it you've already fallen in love, that's how scary it is.

In some cases, it truly was not meant to be, that's why all those love people seek didn't end so well, and I truly believe that is fate. Surely one day it's our turn to meet 'the one'.

And the only patient is time. Only time that awaits us to see the day. The day that we'll be united with our 'other half', and that day we will be truly blessed to Allah, because for all those years of waiting was worth the wait. (Insya Allah).

I guess for now, the only thing to do is wait, well with faith too..:)

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the above was my comments for a blogger. i never knew, that my words would bounced back at me..but it did. hehe~ hopefully, i can truly wait with patient and faith. inshallah.

craving for your love

what is this sorrow i feel?
the search for answers no where it could be
the one who exist but yet could not be found
the one that gives life
the one that i'm in love

sunk in darkness of mind and thoughts
no where to be heading
i flew into the black clouds of hope
as lonely nights pass me by
day after day, the child that scream
turns out to be the sound of my heart

i seek your love
regrets that fill all the wonders
i kiss my old rag and ask for mercy
and you are so kind
every time you touch me with your hands
and not once i see them
but yet i can feel its breeze
it reflects your pure love
even though i feel i don't deserve it

once i have tried to reach for wealth
you gave me a taste of bitter and sweet
nor i liked it even a moment
to have a gold that only turns to instant stone
in the end i can only weep
and again and again
only emptiness that fills my dead meat
what else should i seek instead?

oh my love
lead me in this mysteriuos world
i shall not know what will be next
thus i live with only hope
to gain your love now and after

oh my love
you are my only true lover
lend me your might
lend me your spirit
lend me your mercy
as i crave for your love

- hansuke roma

Who is at my door?

He said, "Who is at my door?"
I said, "Your humble servant."
He said, "What business do you have?"
I said, "To greet you, 0 Lord."

He said, "How long will you journey on?"
I said, "Until you stop me."
He said, "How long will you boil in the fire?"
I said, "Until I am pure.

"This is my oath of love.
For the sake of love
I gave up wealth and position."

He said, "You have pleaded your case
but you have no witness."
I said, "My tears are my witness;
the pallor of my face is my proof.'
He said, "Your witness has no credibility;
your eyes are too wet to see."
I said, "By the splendor of your justice
my eyes are clear and faultless."

He said, "What do you seek?"
I said, "To have you as my constant friend."
He said, "What do you want from me?"
I said, "Your abundant grace."

He said, "Who was your companion on the 'ourney?
I said, "The thought of you, 0 King."
He said, "What called you here?"
I said, "The fragrance of your wine."

He said, "What brings you the most fulfillment?"
I said, "The company of the Emperor."
He said, "What do you find there?"
I said, "A hundred miracles."
He said, "Why is the palace deserted?"
I said, "They all fear the thief."
He said, "Who is the thief?"
I said, "The one who keeps me from -you.

He said, "Where is there safety?"
I said, "In service and renunciation."
He said, "What is there to renounce?"
I said, "The hope of salvation."

He said, "Where is there calamity?"
I said, "In the presence of your love."
He said, "How do you benefit from this life?"
I said, "By keeping true to myself

Now it is time for silence.
If I told you about His true essence
You would fly from your self and be gone,
and neither door nor roof could hold you back!

Rumi - In the Arms of the Beloved

Source: http://www.khamush.com/love_poems.html#